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It's been almost a year since I was on here. It was kind of a crappy year, last year. I hurt my back and it got pretty bad toward the summer, couldn't sleep for more than an hour or two at a stretch because of the pain. That sucked, and even after physical therapy that got rid of the pain I was/ am slightly traumatized from the experience. I had been considering suicide despite not being depressed, and I feel mentally scarred from where my mind was. I feel like I was set back in nearly every aspect of my life.
I think I prefer the feeling of being suicidal when I am depressed, rather than the feeling of wishing to end my life due to poor quality of life. Suicidal depression was always cushioned by periods of apathy. Wanting to die because of near constant physical pain and sleep deprivation just straight up sucked. :P
I've been working on drawing for the last couple weeks! Last year I did not draw as much as I would have liked to. I did sculpt more, early in the semester. I made some things I should figure out how to photograph.

I want to work on art more frequently this year.
Fancy Furred Lady by pink-porcupine
Fancy Furred Lady
I think she's standing on the beach. Beaches are sometimes nice to walk on, but getting in the water is to be avoided.
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It's been almost a year since I was on here. It was kind of a crappy year, last year. I hurt my back and it got pretty bad toward the summer, couldn't sleep for more than an hour or two at a stretch because of the pain. That sucked, and even after physical therapy that got rid of the pain I was/ am slightly traumatized from the experience. I had been considering suicide despite not being depressed, and I feel mentally scarred from where my mind was. I feel like I was set back in nearly every aspect of my life.
I think I prefer the feeling of being suicidal when I am depressed, rather than the feeling of wishing to end my life due to poor quality of life. Suicidal depression was always cushioned by periods of apathy. Wanting to die because of near constant physical pain and sleep deprivation just straight up sucked. :P
I've been working on drawing for the last couple weeks! Last year I did not draw as much as I would have liked to. I did sculpt more, early in the semester. I made some things I should figure out how to photograph.

I want to work on art more frequently this year.

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Shivabel Featured By Owner Oct 23, 2015  Student Photographer
Could you be interested?

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sneety Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2015   Traditional Artist
Your gallery is absolutely amazing.
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Midnightfi Featured By Owner Jan 24, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
I really love your work <3
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Matt34564 Featured By Owner Jan 14, 2015  Professional Traditional Artist
Thank you for the fave :)
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kristalwaterfairy Featured By Owner Sep 3, 2014
I don't know what to say exactly...your gallery,I see many acounts and find many to be pretty but it's being months since I fount one that didn't made me feel just that but many things as well...this has so so so much feeling...like it pulls me to it...I want to to put my hand inside the black and white drawing.so I'm watching you now!
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